Fall and rise again
I must confess that in one year ago i had a decrease in my spiritual growth. In a long that time i had decided to have a relationship 2 times without asking my God and for that reason my spiritual growth has been in a dropped area. Many things and areas God used for test me as He beloved son and many times i cried and failed. In family's area He tested my faith with my mom illness, in friend's area He tested me with no one can i trust even my sister and brother in God, in job's area i felt as a failure person coz i don't have any job and cant explore my capability. I surrender to Him and He makes a miracle when i believe and don't use my capability and my strength. And now after 1 years i passed with many many tears, i can says "GODDDDDDDD, U ARE GREAT AND MY EVERLASTING GOD". Everytimes when i cant to give up, U makes me tought again and smile for me. I amaze with U my Jesus. Perhaps i cant makes a situation be normal again, but U fixed it one by one. ...